3 cycles out of 12 done, one every two weeks. Every time more side effects prop up and the latest landed me in the ER. Apparently my body is just too beaten down by the major surgery and the chemo onslaught, and decides to randomly SHUT DOWN to try and reboot.
I don't know that I can do this for six months. Have an appointment with my chemo oncologist Friday to discuss dosages/ alternatives, etc. So tired, and so frustrated. I can't be randomly going into shock and passing out, my chibi is already plenty nervous. He actually suggested that maybe he could not go to school and stay home so he could be around if someone needed to call 911. Not right.
So back to the drawing board I guess, and looking at options. Something's got to change...
Listening to: Metisse - Boom Boom Ba